Saturday, February 8, 2014

Inspiration!!!!!!!!!!

I'm wondering if anyone out there is feeling like I am. Being an English teacher, I'm a reader and writer at heart and chose to pursue a career where I could encourage these loves unto students. So when I read this book and perused the samples within, I felt a deep sense of guilt for not writing more myself and pursuing my original life's dream of becoming a published author.

I saw the way that Rief structured her Writer's-Reader's Notebook and immediately felt an urge to get out one of my many 3% full journals from a plastic bin buried deep within my closet and start writing (again). Forgive me for getting existential here for a bit, but in reality, when we leave this earth, all that will be left is the memories of us, and if we are so inclined, lucky, and motivated, our written word. (And the way things are going, an in-depth timeline on social media!) I feel it is irresponsible of me to neglect a daily journal for future generations to peruse. This may border on way too sentimental and even macabre, but in reality, I enjoy the thought that someday, my great-great-great grandchildren could read about my day, the way things were, and how I felt.

I think that, in the case of the W-RN, this is a small step toward achieving the goal of making a memory and truly making an impact on a student's life. When we get our students to dig deep and just write about their feelings, about a novel, article, event during lunchtime, birthday present, whatever, they are actually becoming skilled at writing, even if we aren't explicitly teaching this. I know that for me, the more I write, the better it becomes. Might I say "duh" to this. Because it's an age-old practice in ELA teachings to give students many opportunities to improve their written pieces with drafts, conferences, edits, you name it, so obviously the idea of writing--a LOT--can be so beneficial not only in writing skill/ability/quality, but in expressing oneself in all basic areas of communication. (Which, as we know and have discussed, translates to all subject areas and interests.)

My concluding feelings are thus: writing often is very important to me, even if I haven't been disciplined lately. I want to portray why I feel that writing is important in a way that won't scare off my students, or bore them, annoy them, etc...and I think that some version of the W-RN is a great way to do this.

I'm feeling the urge to model this importance, much like how Rief shows us with her own examples at the end of the Appendix. As a graduate student reading this, I'm overtly inspired to the point where I want to curl up on this chilly February Saturday and write until my fingers are numb. I think something similar might happen if my own students say my own writing modeled in such a way, so I am formulating ways to do this. No more "Ok, start writing your response," while I use that "quiet time" to check make-up homework and reply to an email or two. Why not show them my though processes while I write? Give them some inspiration, like Rief gave to me?

I vow to start this on Monday. I'll keep you posted.

6 comments:

  1. Lesley, I think you are really on to something here. I think that "deep sense of guilt for not writing more myself and pursuing my original life's dream of becoming a published author" is something many English teachers feel. I think as teachers we need to show students that writing matters to real people (us), and that no one ever has time for it unless they make time for it. If I don't read, how can I make students read? If I don't write, how can I have the audacity to rip apart their papers? I experimented with the last year and assigned a big research paper for the students. I vowed to them, however, that I too would write a research paper. I read their papers; they read mine. We commented on each others and we all made changes. Just like I want to one day publish some of the things I wrote in that paper, some of my students came out with a paper they also want to publish one day. Maybe we need to remember that we are not just biding our time in high school until we make it big one day. Maybe we need to show students that we really do write, and we actually believe it's worth it.

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  2. How'd it go? :)

    Also, re:" I know that for me, the more I write, the better it becomes. Might I say "duh" to this"

    I don't think this is as obvious as you might think... or at least, it can be harder to see the immediate connection between drafty writing ,or personal writing, or writing with pictures and more formal academic writing. But it all counts as practice.

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    1. Well, yesterday was the first day for them to start writing personal statements, about as vague as you get, but they are to be used for scholarship essays, so they HAVE to be spectacular. Needless to say, they're a little overwhelmed. What I did was start just verbalizing my stream of consciousness about a memory that makes me unique. I then used the whiteboard to start jotting some brainstorming, outlining, etc., then started organizing what my paragraphs would entail. I was wondering if they were even paying attention (as we were in the computer lab and that tends to be, to say the least, distracting...), but they were staring intently at me. They slowly started to nod, and I noticed as they started, they kept looking back to my messy whiteboard example. Kind of cool--simple in theory, as we know modeling really works, but I'm glad I tried it :)

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  3. Be as "existential" as you'd like. Words are a stronger force than many comprehend, I don't know of any happenings that are done without words (maybe discovers made by individuals, but even they then shared their light).

    Do you find that teaching solely English provides you the with opportunity or time to seek more writing or leisure reading?

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    1. I just had a "math vs. English" debate with my boyfriend tonight, and I argued that language and words really were the root of all, while he said that numbers were more universal. I won, but I think he just gave up :)

      Anyway, I don't really have time for that unfortunately, what with the massive essay stacks that loom in the distance, but I do notice that I get more chances like in teacher conferencing, where I have the chance to brainstorm and help students think of creative intros, unique details, and sophisticated word choice. Plus the little things, like making example thesis statements, or sample compound/complex sentences, etc.

      But come May 24 at 3:00 p.m., my Kindle and blog will be churning, I assure you :)

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    2. What are numbers but the communication of events and things.

      I contemplate my movement toward a grade beyond elementary, but can I read that many pieces. I struggle with the 20 or so I do a month.

      Keep us up-to-date on your climb to freedom.

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